if you, wanna buy me flowers, just, go ahead now!

i'm going for a prom styled celebration tonight. i had nothing to wear.... until a brainwave occurred to me. 'why don't i wear my black tube dress under my satin halter?' i tried it, and prayed it won't look ludicrous.

HALLELUJAH! i have an outfit! *happiness*

hurhur, i love the new song on my blog. i may seem like a hiphop girl, but... it's going down the drain la. but i still have my 140+ alternative tracks! as compared to my 60+ hiphop tracks in my mp3.

OHH. everybody's going either for oasis or franz ferdinand. or both, in thailand. i waaaaant. mel and greg's going oasis. alvin's not going coz he went for oasis at madison garden last hol (he was in the States! lucky bugger.) but he's going for franz f.! and greg too. and so is mel and xinwei. then i think all four may wanna go to thailand (separately) to catch both acts (plus other bands) in thailand for the rock fest.

i feel abandoned. :(

i wonder...

what do i call you after 6 months?

how will we change after 6 months?

if you'll still think i'm worth it, after 6 months?


Patiently endure, trusting God that he is in charge and he is taking you through this. He is not taking it away, he is taking you through it, so you patiently wait, rejoicing that the end is in sight; this too shall pass. Someone once said his favorite Scripture was, "And it came to pass." It did not come to stay, it came to pass. This will pass, you will be strengthened by it, therefore, patiently endure and discover the strength that God can give.

if you, wanna call me baybeh, just go ahead now...

yay! change song!

i don't know why my blog alignment is all wrong... someone please be a dear, and help me look at the source code and lemme know?

i have make up on my face. why? because valentine's day is coming. so? i'm doing a favour for alvin (science club posters la, u think he wanna see me in makeup meh). and? we need to ham it up as a couple for the publicity posters.

*shudder* if i wasn't in love with cameras, i think i'd die first. i think once alanna (the photographer) says, 'it's a wrap' we'll run away screaming from each other.

if you make fun of me, I WILL SMACK YOU.

onto other not-so-weird stuff.

i got presents yesterday! my gift exchange partner was angel! again! she da best, gave a WHOLE bagful of stuff! as you can tell, i'm all happy and grin-y. she got me... *drumroll*

a bobbi brown lip gloss (it's my favourite now, i've got it on this morning)
a red sweater! and it's off shoulder! (it will be my favourite after CNY)

oh man, i can't remember the rest of the stuff she gave me... a note pad and something else i think. heh, go home and check.

edit: oh yes! colourful earrings! and they were just what i wanted. the right size too!

actually, i got something from everybody! coz mel n xinwei just came back from overseas (mel's been country hopping) so i got a silver pouch with butterfly patterns (uber pretty. i like!) and then she and xinwei pooled together and got me... *drumroll again*

ANOTHER STRIPED BIKINI! WITH PADDING! *happiness*
and a polo shirt (i've gotten TWO green polos this x'mas. i don't know why. do i look like a green person?? but i still like, the cutting is sexyyy. cinched at the waist.)

hehheh. hehhehheh.

haha i couldn't resist it.

UberGooberBioGeek!

hmm... and that's a whopping 86%!

Yay! I'm glad that people like you exist -- you actually Know your biology! Granted, you probably thought that some of these questions were quite on the simple side, but great job/congratulations/wheeee! and keep the bio vibe flowing. Thanks for taking the test, and send me a message so we can trade bio jokes and pick-up lines! ;)

wah liao. this girl is... THE WINNER.

He is the reason I live says:
but can get A?

He is the reason I live says:
my cap is quite dangerous now

Ms. CORS says:
??
how dangerous?

He is the reason I live says:
4.2

Ms. CORS says:
...................................

Ms. CORS says:
that's called dangerous.......?

He is the reason I live says:
4.0 is the limit rite...

He is the reason I live says:
Christelle has 4.96

He is the reason I live says:
Ruth got 4.8 though i doubt u know who i'm referring to

He is the reason I live says:
my pt is... I'm not really in a safe spot


and u guys think i'm overstressed. this girl takes the cake.

greetings!

'morning, this is CORS. may i help joo?'

greetings from the CORS helpdesk, in a pantry in some part of NUS (top
secret info, coz we're afraid of irate students)!

been here for the 3rd day now, and life is pretty senang. apart from the
occasional polite calls, every other call is pretty much the same: high-
strung students who...

1. don't read the CORS guide and hence cannot understand a thing
we're saying
2. just want their way ('but! i have so many points in my
programme/general account! why can't i transfer some points over??!
CORS SUCKS.' well, so do u.)
3. are just plain rude, and begging for poor service from us.

it's not that i don't want to be nice, you know. i am nice. i'm a sweet girl.
but u people! supposedly the cream of the educational crop in singapore,
have no sense! argh!

ok. onto to other less perplexing topics.

i had an okay Christmas eve, a poor Christmas Day, but a great Boxing Day!

i can't remember what i did on the eve haha. hmm. ok never mind.

edit: oh yes! i went to sentosa! it was fun, though the turn out was smaller than expected. and we lost a new friend to the waves of singapore waters: dicky dick, greg's frisbee. sad day, it was. and darker, i did not turn. sigh. :(

click here for the rest of the images

Christmas was weird this year... i went for service so i missed hanging out with my dad's side of the family. then the rest of the day i just sat at home and spaced out. after which i thought it was pretty sad not to do ANYTHING on x'mas, so! impromptu supper! me greg alvin went for prata at simpang (so exciting, my first ever supper there, though it's so near my place). yay, then guitar hero! shiokers.

the end. sad, right? ah well, but Jesus was born. whoop!

on boxing day i went along to my mom's side at boonlay. yeah. simei to boon lay takes about 1 hour on the train. gah! we went there to oogle at the latest addition of the family: an overweight eurasian baby girl aka my 7th niece. i have SEVEN nieces and nephews! sheesh, there's at least one every year la. it's like a production line, man...

anyways when i got there there's this one cute (also fat) niece of mine who's super attached to her mum. and she doesn't like anyone but her immediate family members to touch her. except maybe weiyi. i don't know why. but yes! i made progress! she chose me to play with! i'm so honoured! *cries*

aiyah, she just wanted to play with me, but it was so sweet, coz she allowed me to carry her... and i absolutely don't know how to carry kids. but she taught me! and basically squirmed and squirmed till she planted herself on my hips. and yeah, i have wide hips so i guess she was comfortable. my left arm went slack after putting her down though.

SHE'S SO CUTE! AND FAT! AND CUTE! ARGGGGGGH~

click here for the rest of the images

well, then at night i went over to aileen's for dinner with the cell. i ate so much i puked the next morning. heh. but we had so much fun! aileen curled my hair, then ingrid and i started to put on make up and play dress up (yes, at the age of 22 going on 23).

so fun. :)

meeting the girls for gift exchange today! so fun too!

CORS gripes...

sender A from 4th year:

hi, may i know what's the diff between 'file for honours graduation' and 'file for graduation'?

cors helpdesk:

duh, like, really... DUH. if you're in 4th year, you should be doing honours (though we won't be surprised if u retained) SO FILE FOR HONOURS GRADUATION LA.

there is no 'file for honours graduation' option. please check again.

sender A (again):

there is a 'file for honours graduation' option. please open your eyes. there must be something wrong with either your eyes or mine.

cors helpdesk:

tamade
oi, you asking for trouble is it, you schmuck. have you learned any manners at all?! alright so we made a mistake, but tell us NICELY so we can CHECK FOR YOU. and rush our asses to REPLY. so. you want us to open our eyes? fine.

please refer to your faculty. thank you. :)

woohoo! anuzzer one.

You scored 87% Narknowledge!

CONGRATULATIONS on successfully completing my rather long Chronicles of Narnia Test. I hope you enjoyed it as much as i did writing it from memory. Feel free to try my other test which is called "The Marvellous Muppets Test" and is a four variable category test. You can find it on my homescreen. Take Care and laters Cate x By the way please remember to rate the test - it indicates the effort i put it. Thank you.

Link: The Long Chronicles of Narnia Test written by curlybird on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

well, well.

here i am! after the sort of long (and sporadic) hiatus.

i got something from someone 2 days ago.

1st Corinthians 1:6 (wow, i have it memorized)
it was simply this - 'because our testimony about Christ was confirmed in you.'

really? i'm not so sure about that anymore. i've lost my initial conviction, though people have been reminding me, and giving me support.

i don't know anything anymore. let it be, let it be.


edit (11:14am): i got the wrong verse. it's supposed to be 2nd Corinthians 1:6!

lemme check... ah, here you go - 'If we are distressed, it is for your comfort and salvation; if we are comforted, it is for your comfort, which produces in you patient endurance of the same sufferings we suffer.'

i need to go meditate on this. so cheem.

sometimes i'm afraid of myself.

merry christmas, everybody.

:)

ok hiatus is off... i can't seem to get off my blog. yet another addiction. great.

*calculating*

hmm... to get a cap of 4.o by next sem... i need a cap of 5.45 FOR next sem.

*throws hands up in exasperation*

ok, back to my hiatus.

at least till i start CORS where i'll start bitching about the clueless students again. yay.

as promised, here are my results.

wah. they are NOT GOOD. ah well.

philo B+ (ok la, i can accept)
protein structure and function B- (i blame myself)
immunology B- (expected.)
microbiology A- (this is what i usually get for ALL MY FREAKING LIFE SCIENCE MODULES!)

this i don't get.... complementary med n health... a B???

i deserve an A. i swear. i did the paper well and i knew it. i will get a re-mark for this.

cap is now a 3.71... heh. ok la, somehow with the bad grades i didn't slide down as far as i thought i would. now to heckare and go meet angel.

His words soothe my soul.

I'm finding myself at a loss for words
And the funny thing is it's okay
The last thing I need is to be heard
But to hear what You would say

Word of God speak
Would You pour down like rain
Washing my eyes to see
Your majesty
To be still and know
That You're in this place
Please let me stay and rest
In Your holiness
Word of God speak

I'm finding myself in the midst of You
Beyond the music, beyond the noise
All that I need is to be with You
And in the quiet hear Your voice

I'm finding myself at a loss for words
And the funny thing is...
It's okay.


-Word of God Speak, MercyMe

*space*

am planning to take a hiatus for... i don't know how long.

the cheena revolution.

hahaha. i love the fact that i induce people to say 'diao' after conversing with me for awhile. HAHAHA!

total number of converts: 4

oldies: angel and xinwei (mel has refrained thus far)

newbies! woohoo!: alvin and bob! e.g. 'hahaha diao diao...' (greg has also refrained thus far)

DIAO IS THE NEW COOL. HUAYU COOL! *dies laughing*

yes, yes, i'm going off for the retreat already. love you all! *HUGGGG* i mean, DIAOOO~

everything's changed!

You ask me why
Why I’m so different
Why I’m not the same as everybody else
Well something changed
It just happened
When I opened up my heart and let Him in
Jesus came in he came into my life
And i know i never felt so good

Cause everything’s changed
Everything is different
Everything’s changed
Everything is different
Everything’s changed
Everything is different
Everything’s changed
Everything is different
Now

You ask me how
How I can be sure
How I know it’s not just something else for fun
Cause He’s so real
So real in my life
He picked me up and turned my universe around

Everything, everything, everything in my life’s changed
Everything, everything, everything in my life’s different

-planet shakers
_________________________________________________________

i fear when i think about pulau ubin.
i fear when i know i might run out of water.
i fear because we'll be walking for more than an hour to get to our campsite.
i am sad because only me and my cell leader can make it for the retreat, although the whole cell was invited.

but i am still glad, because i will be spending time with God's people. and Him. and that's more than enough for me.

:)

bored stiff.

darn it. i put too much water in my rice. again! guess i'll have porridge then.

(while waiting for my stew to heat up)

i'm going off for another retreat today! though it's called a retreat, it always makes me even more tired when i come back. this time we're going to pulau ubin to stay for a night. i don't mind pitching tents and sleeping in sleeping bags, you know. but... there's limited water supply. AND NO BATHING FACILITIES.

nooooo~

anyways, as compared to Dellia's retreat, this retreat will have more people coz it's for the people under pastor William. i just hope as a whole zone we don't stink up the youth service on sunday. heh.

edit #1: greaaaat. now i put way too much oil in my pan for my eggs. my cooking skills are pathetic... oh no, i'll never get married like this! *freak*

edit #2: now i know why you should never put too much oil in the pan. coz it splatters and excess hot oil lands on your fingers scalding them. @#$%&*!

but! check out my egggg.

(ten minutes later)

i have survived! 'cept for the slight tummyache coming up... i'm fine! really! *mmmff*

threadless.com

teehee. Biblical disaster.

i like to steal.

one more penguin link ripped from alvin's blog!

http://www.boardsmag.com/screeningroom/commercials/2174/

happy feet's still the cutest though.

TAKE ME OUT!

no this isn't a desperate plea to save me from boredom, but it's my new favourite song! yeah, 'take me out' by franz ferdinand. i don't know why... i've loved it since it came out, but i just don't, uh, have it in my mp3 player. hmm. (yes, i'm trying not to use the word that might land me in jail.)

i love it again coz of guitar hero. yes, lame name, but the ONLY ps2 game i play coz it's not soccer/WOW/gory. it's kickass fun, with a guitar controller that looks like this:

ok so u've got all the rock anthems (like smoke on water! by deep purple! wow!) and u just play according to the colours that drop onto the screen. they correspond to the 'guitar's fret. see the 5 colour buttons on the arm? there you go. it was awesome. something like DDR really.

although i truly suck at it, i'm pretty much addicted. and i just wanna conquer 'take me out'. that's all. when the guys play it's all flair and expressions and rock star gait. alvin got so enthu he whipped the controller's wire out of the ps2. greg was pretty traumatised. here's a picture of bob (he went mad. totally.):

and this is me, all Beatles-style (that's greg - he doesn't know why i simply refuse to rock it):

er, i pretty much hitched the guitar so high it rested on my tummy and i just stood in this position all the way. it wasn't because i didn't want to bounce around and head bang, but i was waaaay too stressed trying to match my moves with the screen. i can't do it! i really would have given up if the guys hadn't egged me on. ok la, they were being really nice, coz i was so paisei to play. haha. they were like cheering me from the sofa behind. *wobbly chin*

i wanna play again.

cross-eyed.

from a day of swimming at my place to a full blown male ps2 party at my place. how the heck?

me alvin and greg chatted on msn till like, 430am yesterday... we were 'breaking barriers' so to speak. hence my shock when at 830, all of us were awake, though not really raring to go. guess it's coz the most difficult to wake, GREG, just didn't sleep at all. he might drown in the pool later, i don't know.

i'm blogging coz i'm utterly sleep deprived. heeelp.

after swimming we're all planning (ok only the guys) to play guitar hero. why my place? coz we're swimming earlier in the morn and greg's place has renovations going on. hmm. weiyi might be coming! yay!

urghh... now waiting for alvin to make it to greg's place so greg can give him a lift. maybe i'll go nap for abit first. and wait for breakfast to come in an ah gua qia... *yawn*

this the first time i'm up so early in one whole month!

fairies?

i just got the first 2 fairy photos from the wedding!

finally updating.

del's wedding was great. but i mentioned that below already, so...

ZOUK OUT!

when going to zouk out, be prepared to queue. and queue. and queue. oh, before that, probably a traffic jam before u get into sentosa and after u get in to park. so i met felix to drive us in at around 11, and managed to step unto the sands of siloso only at 130. sheesh. and we er, cut queue somemore. though i was grumbling about wasting half of my $24 ticket (coz i missed half the party already), the party was just getting into the swing of things at about 2! and just nicely, 2am was the schedule for hip-hop at the mambo jambo stage.

felix was an absolute sweetie. he drove me in, and forego-ed (forewent?) his main arena (the trance stage) to help me look for greg. and he got me 2 free drinks! and then he sent me back! plus we had breakfast! it was fun waiting in the queue with him, coz as usual, my auntie alter ego got all fired up, and he was all the uncle by saying stuff like, 'eh, dun need kan cheong, the queue still very long... cut also no use.' heh, and he was entertaining!

oh hey girls, we really SHOULD go, coz...

1. FRESH AIR. not much smoke coz open area!
2. cheap drinks for y'all
3. no puke in sand (haha, private joke eh?)
4. CAN WEAR YOUR FUNKY BIKINIS. AND SHORTS. AND SLIPPERS!
5. oh and it's not like damn crowded la. u have your own little bit of personal space if you don't go all the way to the stage where the dj's spinning.

cash money was... ok. like, not bad la, but not very consistent i thought. he played tons of oldies though. old school hiphop! and i knew them!

it rained at 4am. BAH.

so everyone was running all over looking for shelter... and then came the first picture.

that's mel(anie), greg, moi, and his hk friend odie! (xinwei! don't laugh!)

yeah, and we were surrounded by trannies!! tranny galore i tell ya. everywhere we turned there was one. and they all looked like drowned rats coz they were caught in some rain before making it to the shelter. *hurl* greg looked scared. haha.

well, the rain wasn't too bad, so we decided to come out and dance in the rain after i heard 'switch'. after we stepped out and braved the rain, the music went downhill. damn.

but then, woo-hoo, the rain let up a little, more people came out to dance, then the music improved. yay. then came the 2nd picture.


me and mel!

so we danced and danced... until suddenly i was like, 'are those sun rays??!' it was 6am already! so i left to look for felix coz he was leaving. we had breakfast with some of his pals, then home!

slept from 745-1230. my alarm went off and i bounded off the bed. yay, first service at expo. weiyi even called just to check if i was awake yet. went for service bleary eyed and muscles aching... but when i got there, woah, the worship ministry was on fire. it was so good! and i don't know HOW but i still had energy. in fact i was more energetic than at zouk out, haha. must be running on spiritual power.

after service, went to look for weiyi at eastpoint coz we wanted to go check out the newly arrived kittens at the pet safari.

we stood in front of the glass window for one hour.

then! the best! alvin msged to say he had a spare ticket for 'chestnuts'! so i went! can't remember everything, 'cept me laughing all the way. and i didn't even get the jokes. i just laughed coz hossan leong is THE FUNNIEST. rubber face HAHAHAHAHAHA. sitting next to alvin was good too, coz he laughs so loud, he muffles me. i think the people sitting in front of him might have gone deaf.

'eh, why is hossan suddenly miming? hmm. at least the fella behind has stopped.'

nah, kidding. teehee. i finally rested on monday morning 130am.

just uploaded tons of photos!

here's the long awaited marina south firework pictures.

http://vivienloon.multiply.com/photos/album/48

Dellia's church camp retreat

http://vivienloon.multiply.com/photos/album/49

... SLEEP.

hey! it's been more than 24 hours since i blogged! new record for this hol. hmm, dead dead tired. i would love to blog but i'm not really thinking now.

right, a summary of my activities that i wanna blog about would be...

del's wedding! zouk out! church service! chestnuts!

be prepared for word vomit and detail heaven. sort of. for now, i have to digest the last 3 stories of narnia by tonight. somehow it reminds me of cramming for my exams.

&$@#$ alvin.

ugghhhh haven't had rest since yesterday afternoon. and i was so bloody hungry i cooked noodles (2 packets, and i still have space for one more).

i is dying...

4 more hours till full swing.

teehee... zouk out! zouk out!

yeah i know i'm damn sua gu la ok? but i'm blardy excited! felix is coming to pick me soon and gimme a lift to weiyi's place where i'll wait till 11 and get another lift from felix into sentosa. weird arrangement right.

dellia's wedding was PERFECT. at least from my point of view la. the fairy costume was not thaaat bad la. plus the halo made the whole outfit go. ultra romantic la, the whole thing. *wobbly chin*

okok. need to upload songs into my mp3 and i'm all set. see u peeps after 8am.

WOO HOO!!

preparing for zouk out

hoo-yeah. guess what? i got a pair of hollister shorts for $5 yesterday.

nelly-boo! i love you!

how lucky la. i needed a bottom to wear to zouk out. teehee. happiness!

i went for dellia's wedding reherasal yesterday. dellia's aileen's cell leader, which kinda makes her my spiritual grandmomma. i'm so so glad for dellia and dennis (her soon-to-be husband)! very, very happy for them.

the rehearsal went well... some high-strung people here and there, but it went well... until our uh, 'fairy' costumes came.

woah.

it's... rather... eyebrow raising. ok i'll put up the pictures when they're ready. that junliang kept on taking shots of us 'fairies'. he really enjoyed our sour faces. mean!

heyy... i just realized i'll be going to del's wedding dressed like a 'fairy'. then 4 hours later hopping over to siloso in my shorts and bikini.

heheh, fairy by day, party girl by night.

oh by the way, don't worry about the post below k? we are settling it already. :)

okay.

sometimes... just sometimes... what you do on important days like these, when it's up to you to decide what you want to do... and you choose something else?

it makes me feel so... unimportant.

i know it's your day. so i'm not going to demand anything. demanding just makes us unhappy. and i'm used to it, actually.

i can't be bothered anymore. do whatever u wish.

besides, by the time u see this it'll be... the next day already. so it doesn't really matter by then.

maybe i should give you some space. a whole lot of space. so you can do whatever you want and not have to explain yourself at all.

i really think u'd be better off as an individual.and not a 2-person entity. u'd be happier. u know it.

makes no difference to me. either way, i'm... not a happy person.

happy birthday, baby.

it's pouring. good for weiyi to sleep in. ;)

just came back from a day out with kel, pete, dave, mel(ody), and weiyi. good wholesome fun, haha.

i swam! at anchorage with dave and wei (though weiyi stayed in the jacuzzi coz it was warmer there). then kel and pete arrived, so up to weiyi's place we went!


where's the 3rd musketeer?


ahh. should've known. (sitting docile at his favourite corner)

then, weiyi was supposed to cook us dinner, but... he... CMI. so, we headed down to PS for dinner and some little chicken. i mean, Chicken Little.

oh, on the way at the ticket counter we saw the Narnia trailer on the large LCD screens next to the booth. everyone was like, 'EH! NARNIA! waaa... *gasp* don't watch the trailer! don't watch!'

the group of us walked briskly towards the popcorn counter with our eyes covered. it was ridiculously funny, i tell you.

when in the theatre...

'EH! Narnia trailer! *gasp*' (can hear david: don't watch! eh, don't watch the trailer!)

me: (about to cover eyes but...) 'ah, whatever la, i'm gonna watch it.'

WOW. ok that's all i'm gonna say.


'He Will Save The World!' who? peter ah?


they sure look excited!


ehh too far away la.


*gasp* a prophecy has been made! but it's a 'she', not 'he'.

chicken little was good. really. always go into the cinema with really low expectations.

because of that mantra, i loved chicken little. hahahaha. david had him for supper later though.


grilled and bbq-ed. which one u prefer?

had supper at the east coast hawker coz david was ravenous. it was only me, mel, dave and weiyi left though. we had supper till 12 plus! which meaaans...


happy birthday to you... happy birthday to you...

welcome (finally) to the 22 year old club babe. :)

weiyi - my ultimate provider for laughs

(weird accent)
o-kay. tomorrow. at 1700 hours. we rawn-dey-voo at my place. it is anchorage, oh wait. is it anchorage? or anchorpoint... yes, anchorage. #xx-xx, block gee, singapore xxxxxx. den, we rawn-dey-voo, at the hot tub. oh wait. hot tub... uh! jacuzzi. yes, the jacuzzi. then, we cheeel.

o-kay. you got that? (me: dear! dear! can i put this on my blog? please? please? *guffaw*) listen! wait. WAIT. ok u listening? (me: hahahaha) o-kay. den, about one-900 hours, we proceed to my place - for rations.

(normal voice)
but that depends on whether my dad allows us to come up or not. if not then we go out to eat, yes?

(return of the weird accent)
o-kay. u still listening? (me: AHAHAHA!!) dear! concentrate. this is important. DEN, at approximately 2030 hours, we will go, to plaza SING-apura. and there we will watch the chicken that is little. ok you got that? you got that?

(normal voice)
should i cut my hair?

-weiyi

...get my coordination right.

This is so funny that it will boggle your mind. And you will keeep trying it at least 50 more times to see if you can outsmart your foot.

But you can't!

1. While sitting at your desk, lift your right foot off the floor and make clockwise circles with it.

2. Now, while doing this, draw the number "6" in the air with your right hand. Your foot will change direction!!

I told you so... And there is nothing you can do about it.


-taken off my email today.

... clear out my wardrobe!

crap. i'm now quite glad i don't have a job. no money coming in anymore, but lotsa stuff to do!

1. clear my wardrobe and sell them on ebay/yahoo-auctions.
2. plan for children's cell for the next 6 mths? 1 year?

i just did the first part of #1. now to take loads of pictures and upload them plus descriptions. *headache*

it's quite sad i have to rely on this for income. SELLING 2ND-HAND CLOTHES!!

eh by the way, i'm pretty much cooped up at home. the measly few dollars i have left in my account are purely meant for food. like, food-court priced food. no more marche's, no more great pasta at taka. :(

sigh. but! zouk out's (hopefully) not gonna cost me anything because if u know me, i can't drink. i mean, don't drink. so. that cancels out spending on da booze. and greg's (hopefully) sending me home coz he's practically my neighbour. wonder how long we're gonna last though... from 8pm till 8am? haha, knowing me, i'll keep grooving as long as the music keeps playing. but when it stops i'll probably lose control of my legs and greg and felix will have to drag me off the beach.

and it slipped my mind that i've got service the next day! forgot service has shifted to sunday (but somehow i remembered i have no more service on sat. :p). and at 130pm. i can't stay till 8am man, but if greg is staying, i guess i have no choice... (greg, are u reading this right now?)

haha, ok la, i'll leave when you're ready to leave. anyways, greg and felix were absolute sweeties coz they paid $10 out of the $34 ticket for me. our plan was for me to go so the rest of the nus bunch will go too. but our plan failed miserably. so it's just greg, greg's girl (mel), felix and moi. and this guy called... i can't remember his name, but i know he has ah beng hair. u know, the shiny and macdonald's hair parting sort? the great big M on the forehead? yes, xinwei you would know.

can't wait can't wait can't wait.

alright gonna go visit lammy's mum at CGH. see ya later.
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(5 min later, with some inspiration from the toilet bowl...)

my gosh i totally forgot.

ANGEE!! YOU WANNA GO ZOUK OUT??

it's 330am.

oh CRAP!

i think i do this sometimes... i need to watch myself more. but girls, we do admit it is sometimes fun to wield our um, power, right? *evil laughter*

okok, sorry guys.

wanna know what i'm talking about? click here.

and great, i can't stop reading kennysia.com. thanks ah, angel.

it's friggin' 330am!! can feel my eye-bags inflating. seriously, the exams this sem have screwed up my clockwork. i need to start sleeping at 12... and not 4 in the morning!

just came back from house warming!

kel had her house warming today... i have a feeling her condo's developer was the same as mine... the bbq pit and swimming pool design had the same feel, similar materials and same arrangement. hmm. will check while uploading the photos.



david looks really happy.


a spontaneous shot!


mocha on my lap, and mini with dawne.
(yeah, the same guy i waved to at marche's)


i love mocha!


er, uncle dave coming back from the pasar...

show you where i get my laughs. tee-hee.

ok this is my all-time favourite. coz it stars JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE.
http://www.devilducky.com/media/17487/

oh and this! go see!
http://www.devilducky.com/media/2536/

tee-hee. ok last one, i swear.
http://www.devilducky.com/media/10561/

early morning musings.

You know I can change, I can change
I can change, I can change
But I'm here in my mold
I am here in my mold
And I'm a million different people from one day to the next
I can't change my mold
No, no, no, no, no

'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life
Try to make ends meet
You're a slave to money then you die
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
You know the one that takes you to the places where all the veins meet, yeah

it's the 5th of december.

happy anniversary dear.

(i'm sorry i forgot till u came over.)

it's been 4 years! it's been a long time already. the years just passed by in a flash, really. pretty scary. me and weiyi were lounging next to the pool and staring at the stars when we realized that in 2-3 years time we might be talking about marriage. if everything goes well, that is.

we stared at each other for awhile.

ah well, we'll talk about it when the time comes. for the moment it was just nice to be sitting by the pool, staring at the sky full of blinking stars, holding hands, and waiting for 12am to swing by.

man, am i in a romantic mood or what?

my relationship with weiyi has been the only relationship i can call real for all my 22 years. and it's definitely been a good one. would love to grow old with u babe. but we need to grow in many areas before we can talk about marriage; i'm sure u know that.

ok i'll come back and write more later... i'm slipping into one of my moods again. where i write really emo stuff again. dishwalla does this to me sometimes.
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(ten minutes later and still listening to dishwalla.)

i love this band. i would go mad at their concert. if i had money to get the tickets. haha, then i hope they come after i grad.

hey, don't let the sun go down
don't let it end here now
cause you're right, and I'm everything you're not
could i ever be the one

hmm i'm so broke. i have about $100 left in my bank which will go into presents and blessings. well. i shall just skin down this hol then.

i have a knack for early morning blogging nowadays. which is not good coz i get all incoherent. and my thoughts jump everywhere.

oh and 'closing time' by semisonic reminds me of my bad singing last night in my manly voice. sigh.

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawn. night people. it's gonna be a long, hungry holiday.

ooh, and i love u dear. coming to my place looking all bleary-eyed was... a fuzz maker? ok it made me all warm and fuzzy, as fuzzy as the fat cat we saw just now. yeah, the one i thought had died. mmm. warm and fuzzzz-y.

ok, really, time to sleep.

byebye tc.

we had the last service at tc today. it was only me, kel and can-can... and we didn't even get to sit with our zone because there were no seats left! so up to the balcony we went.

honestly, i was very sad to leave tc. all the green pillars and banners that made me feel so at home; all of del's people squeezing together on one bench to make space; seeing ashley and melissa with their parents up at the balcony... saw them at service today. they were so cute, standing on the chairs to see the dancers and crawling all over their dad. heh. and of course, i just LOVE sticking out my tongue at them all the way from the floor up to the balcony... and having them return it.

today was the Holy Communion, and they waited till after the sermon to do it. i cried. i'm a horribly sentimental (thanks to david who provided the word) person. yeah. but i didn't weep for long coz kel was prancing to this particular song we love, haha, and we know the dance steps to it. so i was just laughing and tearing at the same time. really, really weird feeling.

yeah so we were up at the balcony grooving and going crazy. hey what better time to go mad than the last day of celebrating at tc? yeah, it was goood. shoots, we must have looked insane up there. and no one was blocking us too!

then, when the music ended, weiyi came over, and so did david! we were trying to spot them from the balcony... when both of them were actually sitting just behind us.

we took pictures before we left!


ahh the green pillars. *sniff*


woah, long tongue. not even fully extended yet.


can-can is as sweet as candy.


dear maybe you should cut your hair soon.
and learn to smile on camera.

after service we waited for dave and wei to finish cell, then moved on to pete's place. where we had an impromptu jamming/yodelling session. heh i love it when david plays his guit coz he can play SO MANY songs... which i don't sing, but uh, yodel to. it's fun, haha, especially when weiyi's there because this boy is sooo full of rubbish. he and david just totally went into a world of their own. very fun to watch. we have many videos too! oh and they made me sing 'there she goes'. again. stupid pete. candice and kel nearly died. and because we were in the attic, kel whacked her head on the roof boards three times. eh hey! a hat trick!

ok, not funny.

then we went on to have supper!


aren't u glad this isn't one of their self-taken shots?


weiyi being contemplative/sleepy. i can't tell the diff.

dave, being the ULTIMATE SWEET GUY gave me a ride back. this i must announce coz he's SINGLE, and SWEET, and SENSITIVE (sometimes). and petrol's expensive. since u don't take cash, i convert to free advertising, yes? remember, he is S-I-N-G-L-E. for a picture, see above guy in red. need more shots? lemme know.

wondering why he doesn't have a girl yet? don't worry, nothing is wrong with him. but something is wrong with you if you can't tell he's good boyfriend material.

he might murder me tomorrow. haha. had a great talk with him on the way back. kinda changed my focus on a problem that i've been dealing with for awhile... and what was so freaky was that i was just thinking if i should talk to him about it, when he suddenly asked about the same topic. WEIRD WEIRD WEIRD. and the problem doesn't even remotely concern him. heh, divine planning. definitely.

well, am finally going to bed after 1 and a half hours.

and we're still wondering what was the incredible thing weiyi did during cell.

... work off all the adrenaline.

'You are cheerleaders. Cheerleaders are dancers who have gone retarded. What you do is a tiny, pathetic subset of dancing. I will attempt to turn your robotic routines into poetry, written with the human body. Follow me, or perish, sweater monkeys.'

-Sparky aka mr. spirit-fingers

oh, i luuuuuuurve bring it on! i can understand why greg has watched it 7? 8? times over. hehehe... i wanna join a cheerleading squad and go...

i'm sexy, i'm cute, i'm popular to boot!

ok i've said that line on stage before. while prancing about and acting coy. haha. pjc sc performance rocks.

and it wasn't even supposed to be my role! leann couldn't make it for rehearsal so i 'volunteered' to just 'pretend' so that we could time the performance. haha now u know, xinwei! (xinwei was the director) yeah. the act of my lifetime. wow.

i think i've gone mad. now for all my dance videos. teehee.

GIMME A 'C'!!

for CHICK FLICK!

ahh just done watching 'bring it on AGAIN' (i can hear xinwei laughing at the corniness)... yes, the sequel to 'bring it on'. well, they have no beautiful people like eliza dushku BUT the dancing was goooood. and i'm such a chick-flickster!! i think i'm gonna go watch the original 'bring it on'. yes, AGAIN. haha. and maybe the rest of all my chick flick dvds. woo-hoo.

i love the dance moves. shakin' that ass... and i love not working as yet.

*scrambles off to the living room*

yay! i've got Narnia!

goodness. it's so heavy. was planning to bring it to accompany me during lunch, but i think not anymore. just went ALL the way to alvin's place to geddit when i realized it's not 7 books separated, but all 7 in ONE THICK HARDCOVER. yeow.

anyways, i'm blogging from weiyi's now and he's on his PSII (on the pretext of 'helping' his sis get past some stage in FF) and totally not studying at all.

i normally get driven in/enter through the front gate, but i took the back gate today. i miss walking that way! haven't walked that route since i moved. i still remember taking 61 and alighting at the bus stop... and while walking bio-ing all the 1001 felines that drape themselves around the pillars and parapets. hmm, the place's still the same, no major make-overs. NOSTALGIA!

i'l probably cry if i go back to sunset way. :(

oh cool, weiyi's done. now... for the Are You Addicted to Warcraft? Test:

Totally addicted You are 89% Addicted!

When the server's down, its like the end of the world. You check your auctions before going to work, you love the game and everything it involves. Remember that other game called real life? Its not any fun, anyway! Keep it up! And remember, its just a game, but its the best game ever!

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 99% on addiction level

Link: The World of Warcraft Addiction Test written by survivedestiny on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

weiyi's still wondering why he got only 89%. okaaay.

Warcraft 3 genius Congratulations! You scored 97%!

OMG u r a genuis at this game, i don't think i could teach u anymore about this game, u r either one of the smartest ppl or one of the best at this game!!!!

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 73% on owningpoints

Link: The warcraft 3 Test written by prj66 on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

The Average GF Congratulations! You scored 78!

Saying that you are the average girlfriend is a bit misleading. This is not to say that you are an average girl by any means, but that you possess the right qualities to sustain a working relationship. Sure they arent always the best relationships but you do your best to compromise and make them work.

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 81% on goodpoints

Link: The Super-Amazing Girlfriend Test written by jertu on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

this is the only one test which is mine.






so sexy! weiyi is...

GAMBIT Holy crap! You are:

The one guy who EVERYONE wanted to see in the movies! Gambit just kicks ass. If he can't obliterate someone by hucking kinetically charged cards at them, he can beat them to death with his quarterstaff. AND he's a pimp. So what are you doing on this site, anyway? Shouldn't you be out stomping people's shit in right now?

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 20% on Mutations

Link: The Which X-Man Are You Test written by alexium on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

You Are A: Mouse!

Some people are scared of mice while others find them cute and cuddly. As a mouse, you forage for food and manage to sneek into everything, but prefer to stay out of sight. The phrase "quiet as a mouse" isn't for nothing, however surprise one and expect a squeek! Your quiet nature is part of what makes you a mouse.

You were almost a: Kitten or a Bear Cub
You are least like a: Pony or a PuppyTake the Cute Animal Quiz

SO CUTE. and almost a kitten. (this is weiyi's result)

Luke Skywalker You scored 62% airiness, 89% squishiness, and 15% edginess!

According to our patented JawamaticTM technology, you are most like Luke Skywalker in personality. Luke is a dreamer and a romantic. He's excited by possibilities and has strong core values that affect all his decisions. Luke is loyal and idealistic, always coming through for those he loves. Luke is, in a word, heroic. (The polar opposite of Luke Skywalker is Yoda.) The eight profiles are as follows: Han Solo Yoda Chewbacca Threepio Artoo Darth Vader Luke Skywalker Princess Leia

My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 67% on airiness You scored higher than 96% on squishiness You scored higher than 7% on edginess

Link: The Star Wars Personality Test written by MiguelSanchez on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test