day two and three.

after the lab report that took me 4 hours (once again, thank you alvin! *grin*) i went over to my aunty's place at bukit panjang. nothing much happened except that the ride from simei to jelapang lrt station took a grand total of 1.25 hours. i swear my bum was flat from all the sitting.

hung around my aunt's till 9, then went to meet the girls! nothing much, the usual drinking at the loof (i've never been there. i reckon it's 'loof' as in 'roof'), then shan was like, 'eh. PVD's at zouk. let's go.'

so me, mel and shan were planning to go and check paul van dyk out, while the rest continued their drinking at the wine bar, BUT when we got there (it was around 12am) the queue was so freaking long... and then the management came out to turn everyone away coz zouk was packed to the brim. *sigh* so near yet so far! then before i found out it was full, i messaged the only 2 fans of pvd i knew. and then felix responded and came down! (duh, he's a dj)

but then no one could go in, so while the girls drank and drank at the wine bar, i was hanging out with felix. it was so sad, coz we were just waiting for... nothing. then saw this guy felix knew, apparently from life science... then i saw wenyen! (who came out for air, coz this girl he was with nearly fainted - she's small.)

hmm, by about 2am zhexuan was SO HIGH we had to leave the wine bar to stop her from drinking. woah. she's scary when she's drunk. but damn funny at the same time... we headed down to orchard on the pretense of getting her more drinks, and all i remember was when she was crossing the traffic she went 'DIU! DIU! DIU!' while taking each stride in tune with the pedestrian crossing warning signal.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

oh!oh! and i saw jeremy ng!

tried to msg felix coz i thought he might be able to give me a lift back but noooo, he was on the ecp by the time i called. :(

but! got saved by another lift home, or sort of, coz we took a stop to have some supper - long island tea on empty stomach is .......................

went to bed at 430, woke up at 730. 3 HOURS! CAN DIE LA! then continued visiting today, from jessica's to yuinyee's to candice's to aileen's where we had steamboat. nothing exciting happened today, maybe coz i was so stoned. zzz. if i remember anything exciting i'll blog about it tomorrow.

can't believe i've got a full day tmr. plus leader's meeting at night.

must... be... unwhiny...

day one.

i'm all alone at home. adrean went to watch fearless last night and never came back. most prob sleeping over at his cousin's. then my parents went off to the temple already, then to my aunty's place at bukit panjang.

me? stuck at home coz of the blasted 2202 lab report. and all i wanna do is to keep on sleeping. and there's no food at home. oh poor me, i'm gonna starve. :(

ok, enough whining. meeting the crescent girls later, so that ought to perk me up (after i finish the report). and i managed not to gamble yesterday! i was so close to temptation though. i actually thought, well, if i sat near them and watched them play it's okay. until my fingers started to ITCH. then i scurried away. thank goodness i brought a book to read.

ooh, my little niece, shannon, still remembers me! i know i keep repeating this, but i'm always afraid she'd forget who i was by the time i saw her next, then she'd run away from me. but no! (hooray) when i walked through the door, she grinned and hid behind her mum. it took her 2 hours to come near me.

then her brother, this massive kid with a massive voice, demanded i play hide-and-seek in the 5-ROOM FLAT. wah lau, the house not say very big, where got place to hide?? and they're like pint-sized. unfair! but there was a point when i found such a good spot, the kids couldn't find me, so they went to their dad (my cousin) and he exclaimed,

'what! u can't find gu-gu?? aiyah, she's so big sized she got nowhere to hide one la. *cackle*'

yes, every year everytime we meet he comes up to me without fail to tease me about my size.

-_-

then just before i left, shannon waved byebye, then asked me if i had a swimming costume. i think she meant that she wanted to swim with me the next time she came over my place. or maybe she just wanted me around when she starts to drink swimming pool water. yeah, once she goes in, she starts slurping. then she clung on to my leg! when i dragged her along she seemed to enjoy it, haha.

i can't wait to see her again later. :D

gong xi gong xi! i am so cheena piang. :)

yay i finally, FINALLY watched pirates of the caribbean. it's so good! and caught abit of 'eurotrip' before pirates started. i recognized it when at the end they went...

'scotty doesn't know... scotty doesn't know...'

poor fella.

anyways! i just wanted to ramble abit before i go sleep.

i've got service tmr! at 9am! which means... *calculate-calculate* i have about 6 hours to sleep! (i need to get up half an hour earlier to put on my face.)

argh, no time to do lab report. *glum*

ok i can't remember what else i wanna ramble about... so... goodnight!


edit: oh yes, i missed 'honey' on hbo last saturday... which reminded me about the dvd owed. hmm? (hehe)

angel, this is for you!

angel! i found this at queensway! hahahahaha!!

if you don't know what i'm talking about, click here.

i feel ostracized.

boo-hoo.

me: mummy, can u help me iron my pants for tomorrow?

mummy: (in mandarin) huh? what FOR? your thighs are so chunky, when u wear your pants everything will just stretch out what. now got crease, when u wear them confirm will be gone. don't even have loose cloth! iron for what, hor, ah fat?

dad & bro overhearing the conversation: HAHAHAHAHAHA!

right now, she's ironing everyone's clothes but mine. it's not my fault they don't fill out their clothes! :(

this is what happens when u stay in a family of tiger babies... and guess what? i'm a pig! everyone thinks my family's chinese horoscope is hilarious. but my mum did mention i was a wild boar, not one of those smooth fat bleurgh ones on the farm. i'm bristly.

is that good or bad?

this post only 3 will understand.

sometimes, when you're not careful, when you lose self-control, when you become self-centered... you hurt someone so badly, it bounces back and kills you.

i think i've gotten to a stage where i'm afraid of being lonely, so i stick to people. you, in particular... which is not good.

i'm quite disgusted with myself, because i can't seem to stop falling into little potholes that trip me up... then after realizing it's potholes i tend to fall into, i can't tell myself to avoid them.

i really wouldn't have messed up if i'd only listened, and if i'd only obeyed. and trusted Him. i guess it's not too late to make some changes and set up guidelines? hopefully?

argh, i seem to be in a mess for the longest time. please pray for me?

*sad smiley* (what an oxymoron)

was walking past the TV on the way to my bedroom when i saw that the program was about sunset way... yes, my old place.

they were reporting something about HDB's restructuring plan (it was in mandarin, so rather hard to decipher the big words) and apparently sunset way's on the way to 'modernization'. pfft.

i hate change. and i really hate the idea of sunset way 'modernizing'. there were clips of some of the shops already closed down. it was so depressing. i need to go back and see the area i grew up in before everything closes, before everything is torn down, and before everything is so bright and clean and NEW it chases all the cats away. no more wet market, no more cheap haircuts.

the place where i grew up in is just going to be a piece of my memory now. just like my beloved old flat. aiyah, i wanna sob.

a breakthrough *weep*

i can surf the net on my lappie! yay!

sorry la, i only found out i have a network card all these 3 years... and all i had to do was come to school, press the 'search networks' button and voila! i'm connected!

wow.

ok, apparently forgot to turn some thingie on and that's why no network. duh!

ARGHARGHARGHARGH!!

now i know why weiyi said 'i told you so'.

and now i know why God told me 'stop all your nonsense.'

ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH

how on EARTH DID I GET STUCK IN SUCH A SH*T MESS!

*bashes head on table. again. and again. and again. and again.*

on the other hand i might just be paranoid and jumping to conclusions. BUT! oh my goodness, God help me please. :(

edit: cheh, i freaked for nothing. you idiot.

the cartoon song

thanks to david, it perks me up everytime i open my Christian mp3 folder. ;)

lalalalalala, lalalalelujah!

- the smurfs

let me add somemore.

u know what?

when i first ever started blogging (since my multiply days), my reason for blogging was to show how great God is in my life.

and how far i've drifted away, really.

i'm not ashamed, i'm not ashamed, i'm not ashamed. *buries head in hands*

i really wanna do things right. with you. you. and You.

it's all about Him.

we were thinking it through... and decided to have a direction.

so in the midst of waiting, seeking, and praying, i'm fasting!

but no, not from food... from MSN. i'm serious! addict me.

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sometimes i just don't know what to say on my blog. coz there're some things i'd like to open up to a certain bunch, and sometimes not to the same certain bunch etc. so livejournal might not work for me. and i love my pink here too much. *ramble*ramble*

i was really wondering if i should say what i did above. but sometimes, i just want to change my entire lifestyle and be a nun (haha! no, i'm serious.) and just be REALLY DEVOUT. coz when i am, uh, who i am, sometimes i feel like a hypocrite, doing things i tell people not to do.

but i know if i make a 180 degree change, people look at me weird. and when i tell them, 'coz God told me to...' i get: U SIAO LOR.

yeah. so i do care what people think of me. but i want to walk right. so how?

let me handle it. as for YOU, just be a friend. and if you wanna understand, well just remember i am merely a flawed human trying to reciprocate love. to the Big Guy.

i don't know. should i care?

...

do u even understand all this? i don't, you know, so if u don't it's ok.

(shoots if i'm becoming neurotic please let me know. or just ignore. :D )

i love my girls.

(blogging from school)

i've got to handle games at children's congre tomorrow. i'm a little bit stressed out, but i believe the games are still manageable... so please pray i don't fall down and embarrass myself again?

went out with the girls yesterday. wow i've really been meeting up with everyone! there was the student council bunch (whom i haven't met for about 2 years?), the crescent bunch (whom i haven't met in about 1 year), and then the girls!!

we had so much fun angel nearly fell off her chair.

yes girl, i'm sniggering as i'm typing. it was DAMN FUNNY.

and then there was knowing one of the boyfriends used feminine wash on his face, thinking it was female facial wash. -_-"'

i laughed so bloody hard i had indigestion this morning. no kidding. and was like, not hungry until 230pm. we ate so much! carrot cake, you mian, double boiled lotus soup...

... and B&J's! mmm mmm.

i need to SWIM.

eyesore, earsore!

DID U GUYS JUST CATCH AMERICAN IDOL??

what was with the girl's face?? i bet she exhausts one pot of bronzer per audition. u know who i'm talking about - suntan girl.

the ukrainian girl made my hair stand.

and the guy who wouldn't stop singing, 'i shot the sherifff... but i did not shoot the de-pu-ty.' yes, just this line. like a MILLION times.

argharghargh.

ok now for america's next top model.

oh man, funny phone call! (to me la)

5 min ago...

[handphone rings... eh it's my good friend! not really before, but he is now. weiyi!]

[i pick up the phone]

me: er... (it just hit me that i don't have free incoming all day, but he does. so what i usually do is hang up and call him back coz i'm at home.)

him: eh! why u pick up the phone!!

me: er... yar... i just realized... haha, sorry, i call u back, i call u back! wah lau waste my money la...

him: argh!! u just wasted mine also! i can't believe u picked it up! argh!

we giam kannas. *sigh*

she strikes again...

yes, i've just received xinwei's mail.

'oh hey! xinwei sent me an email! *click* woah too much GREEN. ow ow ow.'

eh, but girl i have to say u did a great job with all the directions (plus map somemore) and just pretty much... everything? i'll be there maybe around 430 k, coz i might have to be at church that saturday. (this is what events planning does to u. and mel.)

yay, finally, the long awaited student council meeting. if you're reading this, and you're from pjcsc (only my batch, thanks) u have got to go, or me, xinwei and angel will hunt u down and drag u from whichever unhappening party down to bukit timah. u got that?

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was going to try and do some work today, but as usual, i procrastinate by vacuuming the floor (only if i'm home!). tried out my spanking new karcher v.c. and i had to figure out everything from scratch e.g. how to fix the filter, found a rubber plug and didn't know where it went, and how to close the darn thing. had to squat in the utilities room for ages, but can proudly say I CAN WORK IT!

hoo-hah.

so i started vacuuming... swept the vacuum here and there... then suddenly something bumped against me. HARD. i nearly jumped out of my skin - then realized it was the freaking v.c. coz it rolls (too) well on its wheelies. so everytime i swing too hard the whole unit rolls about until it crashes into something e.g. sofa, table, the big plastic black chair that everyone trips over.

after awhile it got pretty cute though, coz i just glanced at it in mid-roll... and realized that it looked just like... R2! ahhh *goes crazy* so cuuuute. except that it was more like a blind R2...

*beep beep beep! BANG*

heh. what an exciting day. am meeting the girls for B&Js on thursday!! (ben & jerry's, for the uninitiated)

*drool*

(i am making many sounds today. hmm. *smooch*)

i need franz.

after loads of calculating and counting cash... i have money for the Franz Ferdinand tickets!! (though no funds came in to support my 'take me out' outing so i am sadded.)

but i have no Franz (friends la, if you're slow) to go with me. :(

wanna come? i don't need cash now, i just need companions.

p.s. only if i know u well. personally.

we're like vintage wine.

met up with my secondary schoolmates yesterday AND IT WAS A BLAST.

first of all, it was meant to be a birthday surprise for mel and she's pretty easy to fool coz she won't ask many questions so... TA-DAH! surprise at marche.

i almost ruined my own plan when i arrived 5 min late (after telling everyone else not to be late. bleh.) how would i have guessed they'd all arrive on time for once? but then again, i realized with some afterthought that the latest was always mel (hahaha), so i guess i should've known everyone else would be early. but! i'm prattling.

so, it was good and mel was happy so yay! we took TONS of photos (yeah, we're all molded since the crescent days to be camwhores. my photo albums are spilling over with yellow.) and ate A LOT. the conversation never stopped also, and i reckon everyone had a good time at least.

*sigh* sometimes when u fix your eye upon the ambition of 2nd upper, u lose sight of your friends. but i was so relieved we could still talk about everything and anything. :D

anyways, here's the link to the photo album!

angee took so many candid shots... she's crazy, i tell ya. but i love her, which u will be able to tell while u glance through the album. teehee.

and we met leo! though the first thing he said was 'hi chao yang!' darn him. well, um, long standing joke we have that's notveryfunnywhenweshare... SO! having him there was goooood coz if he wasn't, they'll all just talk about engineering, economy, business, insurance? so me and leo talk abt microbiology! yay! candida albicans is our smelly friend. hahaha.

and leo was describing some jaw surgery he witnessed. bloody (forgive the pun) gross. everyone was fascinated until he described the drilling and whacking jaw in place with hammer part. we freaked, and went back to talking economy (i just stoned).

then we went to rouge. great place, and mel was unwittingly offered membership so yay, we got a booth, and watched john molina n krueger for abit before heading home.

ahhh happy, happy, happy. it was just great to see everyone again. and to see the birthday girl smile! wee!

creeeepy.

my gosh, guess what?

it's friday the 13th!

ok that's all i wanted to say. teehee. in school now!

FINALLY.

i met the buyers again.

yes! i am a pansy!

sigh. why do i never read?? apparently the feedback was full of comments on the buyer and seller i met today. bad comments. well, anyway, if u wanna take a look at the stuff i'm selling...

http://www.ebay.com.sg/listResults?browse=0&SellerId=vivienloon

thank goodness they both came and completed the deal. i had to go all the way to boon lay!

aaaaaaaaand... *tadah!*

happy birthday to you!
happy birthday to you!
happy birthday to melinDUH!
happy birthday to.... YOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~

happy birthday baby! don't worry, i will try not to burst into song in a public area.

heh. we've been pals for um, 9 years?? eep. next year we celebrate the big one-oh, yeah?

smoochies! i love u, dear girl. sorry for hurting u in the past... i really suck. but that makes u look good! haha! thanks for everything u've done for me. have a great sexy 23.

and God says...

"stop all your nonsense."

this was in response to a question i posed to Him during service. i can see clearly now. thanks, dear friend, who called just to tell me what He prompted u to do.

goodnight peeps, going to rest in the hands of my saviour now. *breathe*

-numb-

being chided was good. over the whole debacle, i've been counselled, and sort of reprimanded, which was also good.

i feel so maligned. sometimes, u just find someone whom u can clique with, and make friends with... until something blows up and bites u in the ass.

i also feel betrayed. i've never entered any of my friendships guardedly, so i trust and speak openly. i see that was stupid now.

don't mind me as i build back my walls to defend and to protect. and just walk away from this mess, because there's absolutely nothing i want to salvage.

really. i just wanna stay away from guys.

happysadconfusedhurtangryhiiiiiigh.

yes that's what i've been feeling over hmm... 36 hours? or which 10 hours i was asleep.

well, most of my anger has dissipated thanks to the many Bible verses that flew my way from 2 directions. *smiley* and maybe because of a webcam conversation? maybe. *grin*

i'm glad i only have 4 modules this semester. (and 3 the next, then 2. MUAHAHAHA) yay.

darn, i really wanna blog, but i have nothing to sayyy. and i don't wanna bore you.

*thinkthinkthink*

um, i'm meeting wayne, toby and peiyun tomorrow. yeah, i hardly meet them, but everytime we do, it's a riot (yes, just the FOUR of us.) they were my classmates from pjc first 3 months, then toby and peiyun went to poly, and wayne went to s01. i went to s02. but, wow, the old days when we were in the same clique (not really class, coz we came to school just as a meeting point and proceeded to lead the entire class to marina, town, jec etc.) were great.

hehheh. that time, more than half my class were born in june/july. we were almost all cancerians. and that time i was still pretty into astrology, (and so was wayne) so we were all 'no wonder we can clique so well!' i remember laughing a lot with wayne at the back of the class. he had the weirdest hairdo. and toby laughing at wayne's chinese name. haha, seeing toby laugh was creepy coz he has a poker face, so whenever he stops laughing his face is all bland. then he'll think about it and laugh again. and then stop. :)

ahhh... the good old days of pjc (1st 3 months) where nobody gave a crap to lessons, and focused on just having FUN.

a change of plans

i'm quite... sad. coz i think i've just lost a friend? but i don't really know. maybe i'll just take a few (ok, many) steps back from whatever fun/understanding we had.

i thought i might have a change this semester... but i guess i'm hanging back with andrew and gang.

oh my goodness.

i went for service just now with my migraine... i really wanted to just DIE coz it was raining, and cold, and i just finished spring cleaning. but i thought, well, i must still go to church right? so away i went!

when it was time for the altar call, pastor khong listed the people he was prompted to pray over...

'i feel God's telling me there're people here... who, um, tore their muscle? or something. and they've been in great pain for a long time, and i just want to pray for healing over you. if it's you, please come to the altar.'

THIS WAS CAN-CAN! she tore her ligament in australia and was due for an operation, but it's only in feb! ok, so, obviously, God was calling out to her.

'ok, there's also another person i would like to pray for. it's a lady... and she's having a migraine. it's so bad, when she woke up this morning she felt like dying. please, come to the altar.'

ARGH!! i flipped. it's was meeee!! i jumped around abit and swooned abit. then i went down with candice.

and i'm cured!! really! immediately! praise God! *still flipping out*

oh, and He talked to me today. :D

'trust the Lord with all your heart and do not lean on your own understanding. in all ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight.' Proverbs 3:5-6

MIGRAINE.

my migraines normally start as a pounding headache. when they develop into full scale blood-shot eyes and car sickness, i know that sleeping is not going to help.

i'm having a migraine right now. :(

it's probably the result of 2 things:

1. rawking out abeet too hard yesterday over franz ferdinand. i know i'm pretty behind, but i just listened through the entire 2 albums from them. AND THEY ROCK. my gosh, it is how good?!?! *sigh* when i miss their concert, i'm sure they'll never ever come back to teeny weeny singapore again. neither will oasis.

2. qinhui's VOICE. haha, no la not just her la. i went for the 'student council meeting' yesterday. it was exactly like one of our meetings - everyone talks at the same time. but it was so fun! though only 1/4 (?) of us were there. so we're organising another one of the 11th of feb! *claps hands excitedly OW OW OW HEADAAAACHE okok must stop*

yay. the pictures will be out soon!

it's 10am here, but raining so hard it looks like it's 630pm in the evening. would love to hide under my blankie, but my pounding head relents a little when i sit up. so come online, lor.

what a triumph. :)

i saw one of my exes yesterday. you know, the one from NUS engin?? if u know, good. yes, that one.

i supposed i haven't really been over the whole mess, coz it, well, ended in a mess, which continued confusing me... all the way till... now?

ok anyways, i was going home from my last day of work, and it was raining, so i ran under the bus shelter. eh, what the heck, he was standing right there. somehow, he was standing right next to me. i turned around, gave a start, smiled, made small talk... then turned away and talked to my colleague (coz it's rude to leave her standing alone, while my back was to her; and because... i just had nothing to say to him.)

he looked pissed for some reason. eh, whatever la. *shrug* his bus came, said 'bye' and left.

and i felt... nothing.

*does the boogie*

wanna know your neighbours? go, stub your toe.

it was raining when i was on my way home from kids' cell. i reached my place, and walked into the slippery lift lobby. i looked up, and there was a family waiting for the lift as well. and as i looked up, i didn't realize there was one more step.

i stubbed my big toe.

*starts screaming in my head* it was SO painful i started hopping around, irregardless of how unglam (and perhaps, terrifying, to their 4 year old girl) i looked; i was all drenched and frumpy!

i shot them a 'don't mind me, i'm just in severe pain' grimace.

they gave me a 'omgdness u need to be more careful' smile.

i found out they live on the tenth floor! and scared their little girl somemore in the lift carriage. heh.

enthuuu.

last day of work!

yeah!

meeting the council people tomorrow (minus the 3 musketeers, you know who u are. *sigh*)!!

WHOOP!!

take me out!

ok. i want to go to the franz ferdinand concert very badly.

so, i'll be setting up a fund.

the 'take vivien out' fund.

please call me to let me know how much you'll be interested in donating.

control! i need control!!

i... refuse... to... listen... to... depressing... ... SONGS! *gasp*

To: you

it's done.

i made my changes on msn already. be strong, hang on.

hang on for your dear life.

am bored again.

You Were Nice This Year!

You're an uber-perfect person who is on the top of Santa's list. You probably didn't even *think* any naughty thoughts this year. Unless you're a Mormon, you've probably been a little too good. Is that extra candy cane worth being a sweetheart for 365 days straight?

Were You Naughty or Nice This Year?

Your 2005 Song Is

Hung Up by Madonna "Every little thing that you say or do I'm hung up I'm hung up on you" You'll be rockin' in the New Year in your croch-o-tard!

What Hit Song of 2005 Are You?

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things. Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life. You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation. You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon. Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall. You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others. At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults. Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion. A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

What Temperment Are You?

You Are A Friendly Ex

You and your ex are just friends - great friends really. (At least that's what you keep telling yourself!) While civility is a good thing, make sure you're not secretly wanting more...

What Type of Ex Are You?

i think i did this before? but well. i just had to do it again. haha.

You Are 15 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

Your Kissing Purity Score: 54% Pure

For you, kissing isn't a casual thing Lip to lip action makes your heart sing

Kissing Purity Test

yay.

You Should Learn Spanish

For you, learning a language is about career advancement and communication. Knowing Spanish will bring you tons of possiblities for jobs and travel. Bárbaro!

What Language Should You Learn?

am i really that serious?

Your Little Black Dress Is

Moschino Jeans

What Little Black Dress Are You?

Your Flirt Quotient

You are 67% Flirt

How Much of a Flirt Are You?

i decreased! i decreased!! (it's a GOOD thing.) xinweiiii u have to take this. haha.

Guys Like That You're Fun

You're the type of girl guys brag about knowing That's because you're cool, funny, and laid back You're smart enough to know how to be one of the guys But flirty enough to know how to make them all want you

What Do Guys Like About You?

really meh.

Men See You As Playful

Men want a challenge and you are the perfect playmate You know how to push men's buttons and attract a wide range of guys You enjoy living and loving - it's one of your most attractive qualities Men are often consumed with desire for you, and you love that!

How Do Men See You?

REALLY MEH???!

You Are a Down to Earth Doll

You're good looking and you realize that looks matter And you also know that it's your inside that really shines You do your best to look like an A-lister But you devote most of your time to being a well rounded hottie

Are You Obsessed With Your Looks?

You Are A Relationship Rescuer! You don't ruin relationships, if anything you keep them together The key: you respect yourself and your guy. Which goes further than you might think. You simply treat your guy how you would like to be treated... the old golden rule. And in return, he treats you like gold - or at least tries. And how perfect is that Do You Ruin Relationships? Take This Quiz :-) riiiight.

this reminds me!

was listening to third eye blind and 2 princes (the song i put up) on my mp3 just now... and it just reminded me of lincoln mah, wayne (han), and clement teo.

come on, if u know them in jc like me, don't these songs remind u of them?? you know, the first 3 months, them in their over large AC shirts and pants, dancing (more like stomping) on the floor like there's no tomorrow. then lincoln and clement hated each other like cats and mice, while wayne was always the clueless buffer.

why did they dance together though... OH! yes. haha, we were all in SF (student facilitators, sort of the 1st 3 months PJCSC) and we were preparing for the school dance i think. hahaha. i loved dancing with them though always wary of where their feet landed (not on mine, preferably! it's happened before.)

in the end, lincoln left for acjc. no more seeing him sprint from pjc to jec to meet his OG!

teehee.

wanted to share this with u guys yesterday... (from alvin's blog; eh al! you're famous! i let all my colleagues read it!)

http://direcow.subtlethought.com/?p=338

*SCREEEEEEEEEAAMM*

I AM SO ANGRY!

BOTH STUPID EBAY BUYERS ARE IDIOTS!!

on my advert i put 'meet ups at my convenience only'. MINE. NOT YOURS. ARE U BLIND??? so when i got the first buyer's request to meet at jurong east, i was a little disturbed alr coz i wrote 'i only do meet ups between city hall to simei'.

but! never mind! i was about to go when she msged 'where are you? can u meet me at JEC because i have class at 7.'

SO WHAT. IF U CANNOT MAKE IT, BLOODY PAY FOR POSTAGE LA!

so i said no. then i asked her to pay for postage. and she dared ask me for a discount. eh, come on la, i'm doing the travelling here, and i'm willing to almost drop it on your royal lap at jurong east. why can't u meet me halfway??

ok. so. never mind. i will arrange with her when i feel like it. perhaps late next next week. OR NEXT YEAR. then i went down to town to meet the next one.

SHE DIDN'T TURN UP.

i really, really, really cannot stand people who come and make me wait and wait and wait. then when i'm on the mrt then ask me to come back.

U FREAKS. I'M NOT YOUR DELIVERY PERSON. HAVE A BIT OF MANNERS CAN??!

don't come and tell me i have a temper. yes i do. and it's only to people who somehow have no courtesy and no sense of knowing how to 'zuo ren'.

don't incur my wrath.

hoo yeah, 2 more hours to blast off!

haha. it's almost the end of the day! going to jurong east, then to town to sell my ebay stuff. yay. *yawn* i think i've already run out of steam.


'i feel like you're my best friend again.'

edit: we just got an email from some person called 'kiang kiang'. hold on, while we go ponder how 'kiang' (clever) this fella is. *rofl*

it's the new year...

me and alvin have decided to keep the original posters. alvin showed it to greg who said,

'she looks like she's going to give you tuition.'

yay, poster DOES NOT give u the idea of lurve, and mission accomplished!

well, i kinda have nothing to write, but i'm really bored. so depending on my mood, i might either

1) blog a whole slew of whatevers
2) have no inspiration and hence type rubbish until i run out of steam.

...

......

or maybe 3) come back later.

brb.

the past 2 days...

... have been hectic. rushed down to tct (bukit merah) on NYE for a leaders' meeting (oh man, am i really a leader???) then changed on the spot after the meeting for the Watchnight Service at TCT Auditorium. i took so many photos (yeah i went to 'kop' alvin's cam again.)! watchnight service... it honestly didn't mean a lot to me. i must be losing my drive. i need to stop running away from everything. i've got too many things to ponder and think about. it's terribly stressful.

ah well. i need to be still.

anyway, we got stuck in town till 4am and i lost my brand new pashmina when we went for supper. i don't even know how. oh and i got a belated christmas present from jun - The Teenage Textbook! HAHA. i love it.

the next day my relatives came over but i couldn't stay long coz i had to rush to tampines to watch Narnia with xinwei and paul. then after all the magic of Narnia i had to rush to expo for the new year party. i invited alvin and adrean! and they came! it was great to celebrate God the first day of the year... but again, i felt like something was missing. i need to settle so many issues. (please be patient with me, Father.)

well, after service we all went for supper with my zone till like, 1am. was pooped by then.

here are all the photos!

New Year's Eve

TYPICAL! peter ah... click here for more. *sigh*

New Year's Day

she's cuter than chicha. 'nuff said. click here!

Del's Wedding (this is super belated)

click heeeeeeeeeere.

stupid, stupid, stupid.

i got confused. and confused everyone around me because of that.

my sincere apologies to weiyi, junliang, and alvin.